Saturday, April 28, 2007

too good one !!!

I like almost all the songs of the upcoming Hindi movie "Life in a ... METRO" ... unconventional songs ... Of all the songs "In Dino" is my favorite ... the lyrics is too touching, its very true that we should love ourselves, before we start loving someone else ...

in dino, dil mera, mujhse hai keh raha
tu khaab saja, tu ji le jara
hai tujhe bhi izaazat, karle tu bhi muhabbat

berang si hai badi zindagi kuchh rang to bharoon
main apani tanahaayi ke waaste abbb kuchh toh karoon
jab mile thodi fursat , mujhse karle muhabbat
hai tujhe bhi izaazat, karle tu bhi muhabbat

usako chhupaakar main sabse kabhi le chaloon kahin door...
aankhon ke pyaalon kse pita rahoon usake chehre ka noor
iss jamaane se chhupakar, puri karloon main hasrat
hai tujhe bhi izaazat, karle tu bhi muhabbat
in dino, dil mera, mujhse hai keh raha
tu khaab saja, tu ji le jara
hai tujhe bhi izaazat, karle tu bhi muhabbat

11 Minutes

I am not at all a voracious reader. But while going home this time, I happened to take Paulo Coelho's "Eleven Minutes" with me. As I was travelling alone and that too in a train, so the book was a good company for me. I finished reading the book before reaching Calcutta, in less than 34 hrs. And now I think that this book is one of the best books I have ever read. The story revolves around a girl from a small place in Brazil, who inspite of her not-so-sophisticated life have dreams of a good life, a nice house, caring & loving husband and all those good things in life. Paulo Coelho's simple style of writing really impressed me. About the different phases of transitions in life. The girl, Maria, how did she reacted in her puberty, her 1st crush with a fellow class mate, when she lost her virginity in the back seat of a car, her 1st orgasm and all about her life as a young, pretty woman. Well I dont want to write the gist of the story in my blog, but the book is all about the spiritual nature of Sex... sacred sex, sex in the context of Love. The book was really refreshing amidst my tiresome journey. World Revolves Around Something Which Lasts for only Eleven Minutes
I am now reading Paulo Coelho's "Veronica Decides to Die"... Preview about this will soon appear in my blog. Keep Checking :-)

Monday, April 9, 2007

Mama I'm Coming Home ... !!!

Almost heaven, North East India
Blue ridge hills
Brahmaputra river
Life is old there
Older than the trees
Younger than the hills
Growin like a breeze

Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
North East India, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

All my memories gathered round her
Miners lady, stranger to blue water
Dark and dusty, painted on the sky
Misty taste of moonshine
Teardrops in my eye

Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
North East India, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

I hear her voice
In the mornin hour she calls me
The radio reminds me of my home far away
And drivin down the road I get a feelin
That I should have been home yesterday, yesterday

..... Country roads, take me home

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Mr. Myself .... answer me ... NOW !!!

...sometimes I feel blogging is meant for idle people. Take my case, I usually sit idle in my room in the weekends or weekdays after I come from work... and those idle times give birth to some stupid posts in my blog. I appear to be so philosophical, emotional, sentimental, easier to break through my blog. I talk about problems in life and what not. I am trying to discover myself. After much thinking, I gathered some anecdotial points about myself..

  • My mood always follow a sine curve. If I am at the happiest of my mood, in the next fraction of time... I might fell down. Its ofcourse not accidental. Some reasons are always there, however foolish they may be.
  • I can't bear the pain, tears of my near and dear ones. I just can't resist it.
Hold On... my mood has changed just now and it says why writing these type of philosophical shits... If you are so bored ... go and listen to some Heavy-Death metal ....

I say ... Mr. Myself ... you are spared today, but I will come again to you ... to know more about me... Closing this post now !!!

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Blogging vs. Loneliness

15 years ago or around that time, my parents inspired me to write my personal diaries. According to them, the diary will help me improve my writing skills and also act as a tracking tool of the way I am spending my daily life. It will lead to better time management. Now, when I look back the days, I feel that they were right. Diaries infact help keep track of the life. But times have changed, blogs have taken place of diaries. These days, whatever time I find out of my busy professional life, I stick to blogging. I blog more often, when I feel more lonely, senti, emotional. Blogging help me spend time just with myself, speak to myself, and also to take out the disturbances from my mind.
Hats Off to That !!!

Friday, April 6, 2007

If I were a good guy !!!

many times I have found that my personal as well as professional acquaintances feels that I am not at all a good guy. I am arrogant, I get irritated easily, I don't care for his/her feelings and what not !!! But when I ask these questions to myself, I feel that they are wrong... totally wrong. I usually try my best that other people should not get hurt by my actions or deeds. But there are times when you yourself feel disturbed because things are not going in your way or some other reasons. My personal disturbances get reflected in my deeds and other people might feel bad. Does it really mean that I am bad ? NO. A big NO. After all, we should try to love ourselves before we love others. And the moments when I don't love myself, than there is no point in loving or caring for others. After all life goes on. We should first live our life for ourselves, others come second... And when these types of feeling come to my mind, I have only one answer... Who Cares ??? Relationship is the most fragile thing in the world. There are better things to do in our short lives.

... in my bed-room, by my bed-side !!!

For the past few days, the temperature of Pune has soared like anything. The mercury has touched 40 degrees and its still rising. And unfortunately, I don't have an air-conditioner in my room and sleeping in the night has become a nightmare for me. I remember, in the past I used to keep a mug of water by my bed-side and I will pour some water in my bed, so as to cool myself off. But these days I have found a better version of it. I have an old empty bottle of "colin" ... the good old glass-cleaner. I fill this up with water and this has proved to act as a panacea for me. A remedy for the heat of the night. I spray the water all over my body, towards the rotating fan (from which the water comes down to me like rain)... and the proven scientific theory "Evaporation Causes Cooling !!!" rescues me... Yahoooo.. I atleast found a solution for my sleepless nights.

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Politics in the name of Morality !!!

some months ago it was AXN and now its FTV. FTV has gone off the air for telecasting some so called programmes "not suitable for Indian viewers". Some dhoti-kurta morons will decide what we should watch and what we shouldn't. And thats democracy.. 2nd largest democracy in the world !!! Looking at these I sometimes smell the rat. India going in the taliban way ... or in the misinterpreted Islamic way.. I dont know what these moral-cops think ? FTV or AXN are not XXX or porno channels. They telecast the genre of programmes they are meant for !!! Comeon, FTV can't telecast some bhajan-kirtan or some holy baba teaching yoga to people. AXN cant show the battle of Kurukshetra because its an action channel. Our fucking govenment or whatever name you give them just want to divert our mind from the real problems our country is facing today by doing these types of shitty works. And who suffers ?? People like us. I feel, Indian people are the most hypocrite people in this world.